feeling lost

feeling lost in life， in love， maybe not even love because i am not sure whether i have lost it all?new course in the camp has begun for more than a week but things seem to progress in a snails speed.people said this camp is heaven as there is nowhere else in this island where a similar camp working condition could be found. i sort of agree with this saying thought doubtful sometimes.images of someone i see everywhere i go. this is strangling me， choking me， whatever it may describe， to death one day.i am a lost child afterall.